My love, I dream of you at night
With a smile on my face I wake up
As the realtiy dawns, it fades
Knowing that you are no longer there for me
It is only in a dream that you take care of me while I am sick
It is only in a dream that our lips unite
It is only in a dream that you smile because of me
Don't you ever get tired of running around my mind?
It is a series of crazy days
I sometimes smile, remembering the times we had together
The crazy nights, your words , your pictures and the times when you were realy happy with me
I wish I could make you smile again
I sometimes find my self crying missing you too much
I sometimes i wish if I can be just your best friend
Atleast you will be somewhere near
Atleast I would know you are alive and fine
Atleast that your life is happy
I will wait for a time wen u will b back
And I apologize for all the heartache I caused you
For all the times I made you feel that you are not trusted
For all the times I couldn't be understanding
I am sorry for everything, my love....
Waiting for a day when you will have time for me
And when you will miss me as much as I do
All I can do is pray and hope
Clinging on to everything that u gave me
You told me you will love me until you hav gt no more feelings
I still believe so and I love you as much, my love