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Hatred

Your harsh words left me bruised deep down my soul
Trying hard to cover up both my ears
Yet all my fears dissolved with worthless tears
No tears could melt your frozen heart
For once realizing who I really am
My true colors reflecting in your eyes
 I could never hide away from who I am
Heartless and brutal to all walking into my life
My agonies and shattered life is what I owe
An answer to endless questions
The reason why I am alone
Drowned in loathly words and accusing stares
As the truth dawns , I come to hate my self

Forbidden Cemetery

   I stand at the edge of the cliff
Fragrance of eternal sleep in my nostrils
Looking down, waves of wind
my carriage to where my fate agrees
Final fly to the transparency beneath
yet  to the coffin only my eyes could see
My love and my body buried in ripples
The forbidden cemetery for you….

Fallen Star

A fallen star from the sky
Alights upon my head
Twinkling in my dark hair
As I walk by all heads turn
With the same twinkle in their eyes
Don’t I look like a princess?
It’s all I ask from my self

Wherever my feet touch
Admirers clutch at my attention
As if I have drew away the invisibility cloak
A sweet smile enough to fulfill their appetite
With boys drooling over me
A life only limned in movies
Ain’t I lucky?
It’s all I ask from myself

My past fades away into night
With it softness in me fades away too
True love isn’t what I adore
Lust and fame overtaking it
I shall be with friends of my class
I shall toy with lovers
I shall not make a commitment
Isn’t this life awing?
It’s all I ask from myself

I revel in the twist of my life
Yet what if the star vanish
will I face the loneliness I withdrew earlier?
Will I endure the pain I inflicted?
Will I be treated as a slut?
I burn my fears with flames of hatred
I relinquish the exotic moment
For it feels like a happily ever after

Dying Candle

As midnight casts its shadow
Moon hides behind the crystal clusters
Wind roars through the silence
And rustle of leaves to the same beat
A burning candle, far away into the night
Loyal to the Lone eagle, cursing its fate
Protecting it from the coldness of wind
Shielding it from the darkness of midnight
Yet the frail soul, never can feel the dying candle

Dead Soul

Injustice dooms my life, ripping me apart
Excruciation drifting into wrath burning in my heart
Forgiveness deserts my soul, as I continue to curse my fate
Where once passion brightly glowed, remains a hole full of hate
Numbness conquering me, all feelings frozen as ice
Spirits torn away from my body, dead eyes replace my soulful eyes
As a lifeless soul, I endured through Lonesome days and endless nights
Silence covers me up, Buried in the dark waiting to catch a glimpse of light

Dream Home

As I stand here in the break of dawn
I feel the cool breeze silently caressing my face
With it as my feet rose
I float over the seas
Towards a world guided by the wind
Mist shrouding the beautiful castle in sky
Though I couldn’t trust my eyes at that moment
The flying key unlocked all bolted doors of the secret castle
With my first step into the mystery world
I feel a sense of calm over taking my whole body
All my cares becoming nothing more than a wispy memory
Simply a real dream come true
Sooths melted under snow
Bliss and hopes rained over the glass
Music of winds reviving my soul
No worldly treasures, but of perfect nature
Completing me, making me  whole
For a  drop of hope touched my life
But wasn't it just a figment of an illusion?
Yeah! I feel my world dragging me back
To where I had always belonged
And to where I still belong
As there, cares became a wispy memory
Now my mysterious world , a shadowy memory too
All sooths again froze under snow
The skies again cried tears of sorrows
Winds reminded me of the forbidden.

Smile

The ends drifting from each other
forming the ever so perfect curve
enlacing endless feelings, only true
Heart, as an opened book
Reflection of reality in eyes
Capturing all, under the spell of beauty
warmth and joy flow through the veins
Refusing to break the spell
for it’s the most mesmerising smile ever espied.

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