The fear creeping through my veins
losing him all over again

few shreds of joy left behind fading away

still concealing my love, determined not to let my heart betray

Deceiving my soul to live a life without him

Yet my whole being refuses, hard to convince

the perfect friendship we cherished over the years

doubting whether it survives through our journeys

His heart bleeding for the love of his life

I stand right here my heart bleeding only for his love

His friendship brought joys I have never dreamt of

falling in love was my mistake

forsaking my best friend is beyond the reality

Though he would never be mine

losing my best friend is my sorrowful fear.